I don’t know what I’ve done
Or if I like what I’ve begun
But something told me to run
And honey you know me it’s all or none
There were sounds in my head
LIttle voices whispering
That I should go and this should end
Oh and I found myself listening
See I thought love was black and white
That it was wrong or it was right
But you ain’t leaving without a fight
And I think I am just as torn inside
And I won’t be far from where you are if ever you should call
You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all
But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you
This is what I have to do
I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don’t know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
Its not possible he will love you more than I could
He who dares to stand where I stood
He has no idea what he is gotten into. He won’t even notice. You will accept him but always know I loved you knowing your secrets. Your scars. Your everything. Its not possible to believe you will find more. You know inside its the truth. You know the truth is you miss me but you try to block our past out. I love you too. I miss you blue eyes. I miss your soft skin. I miss the way your lips taste after your drink of choice that evening. I miss the way our bodys move together. I miss our singing in the car. I miss you. I miss us. I miss the times before July 2010. That was the beginning of our end. It wasn’t far the narrow-mindedness took over your trust we could make it. You gave up more than you realized. I hope I fought enough but I got so tired of fighting for us both. I got so tired of having no hope in the eyes I loved so much.
