Compliment…

Enjoyed a compliment. They said they haven’t seen me this happy in a long time. Its as if you are finally sure of yourself again. I laughed and said thanks. It feels good to be me again. I guess I didn’t realize other people noticed what I was feeling inside. It’s nice to be confident enough to shoot someone down because they want in my bed. It is also nice to simply be friends with several people remaining steadfast to not wanting anything more than a friendship. It is true people try really hard to get my attention in various ways but it isn’t happening. This year is about me doing things for me. I am ready for my trips and experiences this year. I suppose its my journey like “Eat, Pray, Love”. The irony of when I first saw the movie. Ha. Regardless I am curious to see where I am after a year for myself. So far…so good. It not about finding freedom. It’s about finally being set free from so much I was holding onto. Sure I have trust issues but that will fade in time. I am thankful for one of the pursuers. I think it has giving me the confidence to see the red flags & not fall into the same traps. Thank you God for helping me not rush in again. Thank you for giving me the self-confidence I need to be single for however long I need to be until I find one who is worthy of my heart. I could not be at this place without your grace on my mistakes. Thank you to those who have listened intently to my struggles even when they never knew what I had experienced. I am blessed beyond measure.

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